Jello Jiggler Thighs and The "Easy Way Out"...

I finally feel comfortable in a swimsuit. I did notice however when I was sitting poolside at home that my thighs have WAY more jiggle than I like ( well come on, I'd rather not have any). It made me kind of miss my HARD fat...the jello fat is yuckier. I went inside the house and made my husband watch me sit with my leg up, knee bent and jiggle my thigh around and pinch it to show him that a ton of it needs to be chopped off. I told him a lower body lift is in my future (I don't know that I will ever really get it). I told him that no matter what anyone says about RNY being the "easy way out," it certainly isn't...in more ways than one...for example

-How many people (without bariatric surgery) throw up if they eat too fast ? Cuz I do
-How many people have to eat 2 tablespoons of food at a time but make it last 30 mins? Cuz I do
-How many people take a mile walk in the heat and can't chug their water? Cuz I can't
-How many people weigh their food before eating? All the time? Cuz I do

I could go on and on and on...

No matter how much weight I lose, I will never have that model thin, hard body, that I wish I had (hey who doesn't). I will be jiggly and flabby and have excess skin that I hate...but I will be healthy. It's important that I remember that...